But I am safe in here...

I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay..

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years

Name: Nicole

Age: 15

Kelly Gatsakos

*Rest In Peace 10-30-04*

Say yes

Say yes!

Well theres a secret i've been perfecting, i swore I wouldn't

..but you let me.

I'm comfortably confused, you've gotten so removed.

You know I, I could take the place of all those pills

Ocean blue, paint it white

Now who ya gonna call tonight?

and I will never make another promise, without you

I will never make another promise without you!

So pace, these, stairs to your apartment...

like its where you wanna be...

--Taking Back Sunday

And I claim I'm not excited with my life anymore

so I blaim this town, this job, these friends

the truth is its myself.

And I'm trying to understand myself and pinpoint where I am

By the time I've got things figured out

I've changed the whole damn plan.

Oh noose, I've tied myself in

I've tied myself, I've tied myself too tight...

Talkin shit about a pretty sunset

Blanketing oppinions that I'll probably regret soon.

I've changed my mind so much I cant even trust it,

My mind's changed me so much I cant even trust myself...

---Modest Mouse

My music... Buzzcocks, Taking Back Sunday, Kottonmouth Kings, Bone Thugs, My Chemical Romance, Pink Floyd, Nirvana, AFI, 311, Sublime, 764-Hero, Deathcab for Cutie, Trance-Techno and other techno, ICP, Greatful Dead, Matchbook Romance, From Autumn To Ashes, Atreyu, Mindless Self Indulgence, Modest Mouse, Slipknot, A Static Lullaby, Thursday, Tom Petty, Three-Six Mafia, Blood For Blood, Dead Kennedys, Dropkick Murphys, The Doors, Twista, Phish, Kingspade, Lil Whyte and other shit that I cant think of...

Here's some random pictures of me, my friends, and other shit thats just on my computer...I'm gonna put some more pictures and shit on here when i get them on my computer and that might take a while cuz i'm lazy..

Brooke and Peter